One of the bad days

Getting back to the blogosphere before i shut my eyes tonight.. one of those days when i badly need to occupy my mind.

Its crazy the past days problems are just popping up my way  so i went out today for a breath of fresh air. Went to a friends house and without plans or anything in mind, I find myself strolling at the mall…. and to the other mall. And yeah,  there is nothing on earth that makes me crazy than going out without a cellphone so I ended up buying my cp’s battery.

After buying a battery, my feet lead me to the movie house.. and again, ended up watching transformers alone to escape and stay away on the things that’s bothering me for the meantime.. to just sit there and relax.

Its a very nice movie that i shake off my sleepiness and tired state of mind.

After the movie I decided to go home. Went out to the mall and walas! it’s raining outside. Without umbrella, walked in the rain and took me 2hrs to ride on a jeep! What a bad day but thankful i arrive home safe. Tried to stay away in front of lappy but obviously, here i am blogging.

Looking back on the movie, transformers alone paid off my effort, and ofcourse, faith that everything will gonna be fine, and a little prayer before I sleep will sure take the bad day away. ciao!

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Nothing profound, simply bored so let me tweet out some of my errand the past months.

So after the changes I have to deal with my life, I decided to stay for several month in Davao. Did a job hunting before and after the Camiguin escape. Had a hard time applying, interviews, exams, etc  etc…   Did I mention that I applied for a customer service representative in the  call center Industry?  I finished a 2 year course in programing and 3 IT personnel interviewed  me for an IT position after the exam because I got a high score daw sa exam? Flattering in my part and must say “tsamba” ) . So after I got the schedule for my final interiew, I suddenly change my mind. I was skeptical about the whole thing. don’t wanna think  about all the pressure I have to overcome. This is not the thing that I wanted to do and im not yet ready for this so forget about the final interview. Hmmm.. will need  another twist in my life..

Speaking of twist, The Camiguin escape  made a big twist in my life. The whole trip was fun. People are friendly especially in CDO. No doubt it’s  called the city of friendly people. Food is ok (not to mention the stomach upset I had on d first day), and sea urchin is my favorite to top it all(excluding the spine )

Off-roading Camiguin made me appreciate the Island more. It has an alluring beauty. The cliff that seems inviting me to dive, The white sand beach, the historical places, sunken cemetery, the hot spring and everything. It’s a life changing experience.  Thanks to my boss who made this trip possible.

So my futile post ends here. Will just probably watch out for another twist in my life again. Ciao.

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Today, I officially lost a special person in my life. A person whom I use to talk to everyday, a person who teaches me a lot of things, a person who touches my life in so many ways. I know life will not be the same again without you… but life doesn’t end where heartaches begin. Half of my life’s battle is just starting. I have lost you and lost a lot of time but I learnt to cherish my life more now…

Back to the Blogosphere

So here i go again, After I lost track on whats happening in the blogworld, Here I go again, starting to organize my stuff on the net and find myself nagbababad nanaman in front of the screen. It’s always been my way of diverting my attention when bored. And i know its healthy for me. The past months, I’ve been wrap up with my personal life, been to places, met new friends,  deal with new people and new environment, tried new things and learned a lot.

I also started to organize my facebook account yesterday. The reason? A lot of friends are asking me. ‘do you have facebook’? when i meet new friends they asked me the same question! and yeah, the games, nakakaaliw and nakakaaddict daw. poor me,  dint realize facebook really rocks! haha..

After losing my old friends for so long, I’ve started to mingle with them again the past days. I feel good knowing I have good friends who are always there for me when i needed them.  but  this is just half the battle. Don’t know what will gonna happen for the next months or years to come, but one thing for sure.. I will never stop laughing, dreaming and learning.

Ciao for now.

Love isn’t a Fairy tale

Love is a wonderful thing they say.. But it’s also messy, unpredictable, awkward, complicated, embarrassing, terrifying, sad, and lonely. It can also b warm, exciting, amazing, silly, bizarre, quiet, simple, and breathtaking. Many people think that if only they had a girlfriend/boyfriend, whatever, then everything would b perfect. But it won’t always be. Relationships r difficult. We have 2 work at them, like anything else. They definitely won’t solve all of ur problems. They will probably create plenty of new ones. But u will have someone 2 help u deal with them. And that’s half d battle, sometimes.

You’re going to argue. ur going 2 say the wrong thing, bring up the past, be sarcastic, act more hurt than you really r, shout, swear, cry, break things. Sometimes it’s hard 2 say sorry. If the other person s still angry, they might not b ready to hear it, or still feeling argumentative.

I have had a real serious relationship and it ended in disaster. Love din’t always end d way u thought it would be. We dint realized how much we love the person until he/she is gone. We let them go and din’t fight for our love and we’ll probably say “If only I could change one thing in the world..” blah blah.. We cry for it and regret it.

In the long run, we’ll be thankful for it because being hurt means being strong. I learned that no feeling remain the same intensity over time but under commitment they keep on coming along. It keeps being nourished so it remains strong even if the love takes on a different face. Love isn’t a fairy tale. It is Unconditional.

Can’t Shut my Eyes..

Can’t sleep again.. Just arrived home. Came from a birthday party.. friend invited me. Thanks to friends who just hang around.

The party was ok.. Good thing was, It ended early and it’s more on conversation and just a couple of shot so i went home sober.. Party will continue tomorrow at the beach, i was invited by a friend but i dont know if it’s a good idea to come.. Long story..

I went home, checked if someone’s online.. nuh.. as usual.. wala magawa.. I’ve been sighing and not in a good state of mind this past days.. I’ve been emotionally affected for things that went thru past months and i don’t want to be bothered already.. I had enough and I should get rid of this feeling.. Just have to be patient and be optimistic on things i guess.. Focus and hope that things will turn out right soon…

I ended up redesigning my blog template.. added some elements I found on the net. Its a good thing i have this space to sound off and to empty my mind sometime.. hay life..

Anyway i’l try to shut my eyes now.. Tomorrow is another day of planning.. Hope things will come my way. Ciao..